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Grey's Anatomy / McDreamy and My Exams

Exams. The more I say, the less it seems. As to why I am writing this? Obviously because my exams are on my head. Am I prepared? I am a student living in the 21st century with a smartphone, a laptop, Netflix, torrent, whatsapp, facebook and not to forget Game of Thrones latest episodes releasing week after week. How am I supposed to take out time for studying when my days are so full? I have absolutely no time for academics. Don't want to whine or anything but it's even harder for me since I am also a reader. Along with the per-minute distractions of my phone and weekly fiasco of GOT, vampire diaries, and the emotional drama with Derek aka McDreamy dying in Grey's Anatomy, I have to keep up with my reading, because letting go of books is just not in my dna. Now that I have mentioned it, Derek is dying or dead, next episode  is his funeral and I can't digest it. It hurts like a bitch. How can he die? So unfair. The grief is beyond measure. Yes, I fall in love with fictional characters and rightly so. Dr.Derek Shepherd has been a part of our lives from past 11 years and I have practically grown up watching and falling in love with him. He is our McDreamy. So excuse me for having my heart broken up over him. You can't imagine Grey's without Derek. What about Mer-Der? They were my sole reason for believing in relationships. McSteamy is gone and now McDreamy too. Who next? Karev? Avery?
Oh Shonda Rhimes, why do you do this? Why play with our hearts? You make us fall in love with these characters, only to kill them off later. It is heartbreak of the worst sort.
Now I can't even remember what I started to write about. Exams! But they are so menial compared to Derek dying. I am prepared with my tissue box for the next episode. And I have sworn that after S11E21, I am not going to watch Grey's anymore. It's just too hard. Even though I am a loyal fan, it just seems that the story is dying. It's exhausted. There is not much they can do now. Plane crash, shooting, homicidal attack, car accidents and way too many deaths, it is done and over with. I just want them to end it on a better note. I will be sad to see it end, it has been 11 years, but everything shall end and Grey's has run its course and should bid us all farewell now before anymore more heartache.
Patrick Demsey, you will be missed. We love you. You made Derek Shepherd what he is and let us all fall for him. No one could have done a better job and we are so glad it was you. We do, we really do love you and it breaks our heart to see you go. But go you must.
RIP Derek Shepherd.

I need to go and cry somemore.
Till then
Xoxo

Ps. I had to change the title after my Grey's rant. :(

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