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What to do?

Here I am, lying on my bed, contemplating my life. Or what my life is about to become.
I lay lost in my thoughts, wondering what is to become of me. I wonder who I am and who I am going to be. Will I change or stay the same?

That was deep, right? Yeah, that happens to me sometimes. I get introspective. But on a serious note, my life is about to get very buzy. I am starting my internship this Monday, 9-6, yeah nine hours. I am a little freaked out. I have never worked before you see. Now I have to manage an internship along with my coaching classes for competitive exams, study for the said exams, so here I am planning out the next few months of my life. What all will I do? How will I manage it? Atlast, can I make it?
I believe I can.
It is hard, but it isn't impossible. It's not like it hasn't been done before. So many before me have done it, then why should I be any different? Why should I have it easy? I don't get to crib about this. I chose it, and now I get to live with my decision. The best part about this is, whatever happens, it is on me.
I feel a little grown up. Living on my own, taking decisions. Still living off my parents but one day, I will be standing on my own feet and supporting them when  they need me.
Nothing in life comes easy. There's a price to pay for everything. You may reach the the top easy, but you will need to fight every single day to stay there.

Remember, there are a few people on top and millions below trying to take their place.

Work hard and do what makes you happy.

Today was a lesson day.

Till the next time..

Xoxo

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